Been another long while. As usual.

I find myself having nothing to express lately. Even my twitter timeline is jumping between days, weeks and months since the last tweet.

Seems like as I grow older, the less I am affected by outside influence. In which I realise have somewhat negatively affected certain areas of my life. Alright maybe not somewhat..

It is like the expected fall when you have reached that high place. But as of now, I find it hard to start scaling back up.

This post is getting rather depressing.. Ah let's end it here just like this.

And I thought the tagboard on my blog was resistant to spammers. Alas I was wrong. It seems that the reason for this occurence is due to my sudden recent updates. Which make me think that spams is bound to happen if a blog is recently updated.

Spammers stay far away from dead blogs.

Now to rectify this problem, I have to a) remove that tagboard or b) let this blog die. However, this is a no brainer. I shall just delete that tagboard and if people want to comment or leave a message they can just click on 'comment'.

Ah.. other than spammers, I have a problem with a certain hobby of mine. Really I thought I had seen the last of that hobby months ago. But it is not meant to be. I saw a single update and POOF! there you go seeing Sumaiya jumping for joy and goes madly to download. This is bad. I have been corrupted beyond redemption. Talking about redemption, Hell yea, Boston Rob won SURVIVOR: Redemption Island (:

Anyway, I think I would just indulge in a video or two. It would not hurt anyone right?

Does this hobby of mine constitute under fandom? Uhh in a very round-about way probably and if you dodge all those blocks and censorship and ratings. Oh I'll just throw in that fandom label for fun's sake.

What is the point of asking for help when all it does is making you feel worse?

What is the point of seeking help from someone who shares you blood if all they do is trod on your woes?

Why do they never give encouragement?

Why can't they see that support is all that is needed?

1, 2, 3,.. every single one whipping sarcasm at every tick.

Another few months has passed until I suddenly remembered I still have a blog in Blogger. Which is why you are seeing an update.

To Daniella (if you ever come back to this blog),

I thank you for the complement. ^-^ I almost did not not see your tag. I must admit to being curious as to the hows of you stumbling upon my humble blog. Other than that, I do wonder what comes up in your research on my person! (:  

P/S: You can head on over to my LJ where I am decidedly more active with the updates. Maybe I could find out more about you too.

Now I was just over at LJ, doing an update when it occured to me to do an archive of all my cyber profiles - sort of like the links you see in the sidebar. Anyway, during the dry spell of updates, I realised that I spend a huge portion of my time googling!

Google is evil I tell you. It makes you google one thing after another. Anyway what I wanted to say was that while googling, I finally understood what RSS actually is. I sure as hell took a long time to figure out what exactly is RSS. It is simple really this RSS, which makes me doubt my intelligence. However let's get back to the point I am still getting to which is, "How do I get my LJ RSS into my blog over at blogger?".

Really this is a simple solution for keeping two blogs. Since I can;t bear to let either go, RSS is the way to go! (It rhymes) Problem now though, I can't quite figure out where the link goes.













Ah, I'll figure it out somehow..


//Edit: Oh, I missed today's telecast of Survivor Redemption Island!

Gosh, how long has it been since the last update? A whole year!

So much has occured since then.

Right now I believe my style of thinking has changed so much that you'd think that its a different person posting altogether! I can't believe some of the shit I've wrote then again at that point of my life I have been a rather innocently naive brat. At that point I thought that cussing was cool when speaking but not when writing. Now, I refrain from cussing verbally but if you were to enter my thoughts you'd hear them left right up and down.

But let's move on. Just so you and me are on the same page, I have graduated from Ngee Ann - pronounce that as Nee~Aa~n - Polytechnic with a Diploma in Biomedical Engineering. Shit I could work now alas I chose not to. Thus I'm still stuck as a student for another 4 years.

Crap my mental capability has regress to that of a 4 year-old. On a side note I guess I'll let you know that I have been keeping a livejournal account on the sly. So if you want to check out what I have been doing when this blog died a while back go check it out. I'll leave a link at the end of this post. Or maybe you could find a link at the sidebar when I have a mind to include it or whenever I decide to do a whole re-vamp on this blog.

I kind of hate the thought of letting this blog go. I want to keep all the posts I have and at the same time I want to keep a livejournal account. But what is the use of having two online blog/journal when one is more than enough. Shit it is not like I lead a double life.

Hmm.. we'll see how this pans out. Oh and I have a twitter account. Don't talk to me about facebook. I'll create one when I decide I want it.

Here be the Livejournal Link: http://maixa.livejournal.com/

I hope this finds you in good health whenever you might be reading this that is.

You know life have been kind of a drag these days. I guess it shows in my recent posts.

I have been thinking,( really I have you would never imagine how much), maybe making you as the subject would prove to make a much more interesting post.

Alas I always come to a blank and as you can see this post has started becoming, let's say this in true Winson fashion, "boringggg"

Well how about this, I shall describe you using three adjectives and maybe you can do the same..

Winson..

Creative, uhh its an adjective I swear, chinese.

Signed,
SpaceCadet

p/s: I do not know which particular SJ member you prefer, so I will just post a DH one. You should like him, you really should

There are thousand and one things to do online.
To list a few

E-mail, Livejournal..

SJ, Korean Wave..

Japanese Entertainment Scene, JDorama, Anime..

Neopets

Besides, for the past years, the list have increased to include..

Blogs..

Manga..

Forums..

Manhwa..

Fan Fiction..

Web Comics..

Original Fiction..

Goodbye Live Messenger..

Finally the Fifteenth is back.

Not even the fact that he is a relative stranger can dampen the mood.

Yes crazy that is what they all say, but who cares.

It is the FIFTEENTH!

A little background info - Fifteen October.
Well.. bet you that that did not in anyway clue you into what is up with Fifteen much less Fifteen October. To start off..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIRD SISTER!

You are officially a year older.

(Yes, I am aware of how overly used that sentence is but then again, Who Cares?)

Moving on..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 이동해!

Fishy? An adorable Fishy you definitely are.
(This is so corny!)

Right, let's stay away from corniness till next Fifteen October.. (ㅡ┏)

It seems to have become a habit.

We will go missing for a while and suddenly we will pop back with an update.

Ramadhan came and went. Exams came and went. Melacca came and went. FYP came and went. Hari Raya came and is coming to an end. Attachment has come to stay since three weeks back and is here to stay for the next seventeen weeks..

Looking at the days that have passed, it seems that we have been missing a few birthday wishes and the lack of pictures.. well a certain type of pictures.

LeeTeuk (01/07)


You will always be Korea's number one Idol group Leader

HeeChul (10/07)


Milky white skin, Kim Heechul~

KiBum (21/08)


Yah, Kim Kibum!! Come back soon!

YeSung(24/08)

The Vocal Chords of an Artist

ShinDong (28/09)


Super Junior's one and only child wonder

Because the world needs more Shindong.. (^^;;)

As the days pass by, you become more inconsiderate.
As the weeks pass by you become more insensitive.
As the months pass by I dislike you a little more.
As the years pass by I find myself slowly hating you.
Considering the bond that bind us together it really is saddening that we cannot seem to get along anymore that it has come to a point where I can no longer tolerate your presence.




























We should mend the bridge..

Coming to terms with how things had fallen into place.

Listening to songs to help soothe the turbulent waves crashing onto the sandy shore.

Watching the light play with mother nature.

Running in absolute bliss towards the safety the small cottage offered.

At least somewhere someone is happy.






















Siwon has been rather cranky as of late?

You used to eat sparingly.

You used to neglect your health.

Your sleep have never been peaceful as of late.

You splurge unnecessarily.

You do nothing as you wait for time to pass.

You slowly realise that you are travelling down a lonely path.

You get excited thinking that finally, finally the end is in sight.

What you found at the end..



sends shivers down to your very soul;

stops your beating heart;

turns your blood hot and cold;

It is just the beginning of a horrific ending..

Hello.

Tired.

Goodbye.

Blogging every single day.

I envy their dedication to their blogs.

The week before has been rather interesting.

And VPP is ending.

I've eaten too much Delifrance.

And it ain't going to stop anytime soon. Period.

5 days till Crows Zero II.

Oguri Shun! Miura Haruma!!

Friend FrontPage, Friend Dreamweaver and Friend CS3.

Where art thou?

Three is sai (ㅡ┏)

Many things have happened. But I was having a rather hard time expressing them into words, sentences and paragraphs. Which in turn resulted in the lack of updates.

If I were a writer.. this would mean that I am suffering from a writer's block.

Final Year Project - Three weeks has since passed. How time flies. Half way through Vacation Project Programme. It is no where near the half way mark though. (ㅡ┏)

SJ Comeback - That week I had a blast. Fangirl mode was at maximum capacity. They look *pardon me for the description that I will be using* scrumptlicious. The songs in their new album are AWESOME! However, I wish there was lesser emphasis on SJKRY and more emphasis on SJ.

I watched two movies in a month.. no scratch that make it two movies in a week.

Results, results, results. No need for them to tell me. I know it for myself. Three words to describe my results. It was horrible.
Mark my words, I will work much much harder.


































After a long respite from writing.. this is as coherent as the brain can make it be.(ㅡ┏)

Next update will summarise the month of February.

Although I should be busy with other more important issues, I just need to clear this from my system for the next few days..

Nothing can enter the human brain when 'fangirl-ing' mode is on

\(♡.♡)/

This tense atmosphere. I hate it. I really do.
Whatever happened to the once so very calm environment.
This silent waging war. It is affecting everyone.
This feeling of certain doom.. It refuses to go away.
Why they cannot seem to practice what they preach amuses me to no end.

Why is it not a bed of blooming flowers anymore?
Will we ever see the sun after the rain?


















I doubt so..

A new world. A new identity. A new objective. That.. was two years ago.

In this present day, there is a precarious balance between keeping afloat or sinking into the deep end. A certain death.

Slowly but surely - there is no doubt - they are discovering this dysfunctional uthopia. No matter how vainly they try to escape, they will lose and succumb to temptation.

Trying to keep this discovery from the world.
Afraid.. oh so very afraid of the condemnation.

Seeing them try to hide the uthopia for what it truly is.. We will laugh.

We will end this. Let us end this.
Our preys, will eventually fall into the trap. It is time to pull of their oxygen masks.

Blogger is being stupid. It refuses to let me upload pictures the easy way.




















Is too lazy to upload the traditional way

Too much time to spare. Cleaned up images.
Pardon for the broken links. It should be fixed soon.

EDIT:

Broken links are now fixed..


::This post was editted by Space Cadet on 23/01/ 2009 at 11.14 pm

It is religously wrong.

But what about those who tolerate it.
Getting a sense of joy seeing them.
Is it wrong. Still a sin..

Thinking back, it all boils down to this.

There are only two kinds of straight people.
Those that hate you to your face.
And those that hate you behind your back.

Which do we fall into..